I always loved to be alone. Yet, for last few days, I'm feeling sad, really sad about that.

And the music I'm listening to does not help me to cheer up either. Listen, try to understand what I feel.


The Sins of Thy Beloved - All Alone

I look to the sky
the sun has faded away
the moonlight shines on me
the gods play their symphonies
I feel so lost I fall on my knees
I think about times and yesterday

All it does just to me
I can't find the right words to say
I don't know how to find the way

...Here...here I am...life is bright...
...there's no sorrow...nothing can stop us...
...showed us hope....and took my forest...
...saw my perfect...in my hand...some death...
...some cheer...that's real pain...
...remoun you...I don't understand...
...I've...I've lost my hope...
...my...my will to live...
...live so well...forever...all alone...

In my eyes you see no pride
In my eyes you see no light
In my eyes you see your tear
In my eyes you see my fear
In my eyes you see my love
In my eyes you see no glow
In my eyes you see my hate
In my eyes you see my fate

Forever all alone


Saturnus - All Alone

I'm standing here
watching the clouds float by
wondering why the pain never deserted me
the sadness, sorrow, bewilderness that never left

I'm flying away
I'm flying away

Holding hands with myself
sharing life with myself
reaping the loneliness I've sown
in these fields I've always grown
digging the blackness from my mind

I will die all alone